'And what kind of a day has everyone had today?', my youngest son asked at tea. I hadn't anything interesting to tell him.
Do they still tell you about Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, at library school? At the bottom of the pyramid are the 'fed, clothed and sheltered' needs. The next level is the need to be safe. Then to be loved and to belong. If you've got all that - and I recognise that far too many of humanity haven't got all that - then the next level is the need for esteem, and finally for self-actualization - creativity, and so on.
|With grateful thanks to Wikipedia|
Well, we all have days when we feel we have made a difference and even been moderately creative. Today was not one of those days. I changed classmarks in part of the system invisible to all but my library colleagues. I reclassified books which are only likely to be read by a tiny minority of our readers. And I withdrew books which have never felt as though they were loved at all! It felt sadly as though I hadn't made any difference in my organisation. I hadn't solved any problems, and I certainly hadn't been creative. In a place jam-packed, indeed STUFFED with creative people, this felt all wrong.
I need another research project, or something extensive to write. Amusing little limericks, written in my spare time, aren't going to satisfy that need. With that thought in mind, I'm going to make a cuppa and go read a deep, scholarly book. Maybe it'll trigger some inspiration - I sadly need it!